Graduation, such a very happy time is it not? I would have to say that it is a time of virtual hell, one cannot move without the words "are you nervous?" or "soon you will be in college!" Really? I had not realized that I was going to go to college, all those little letters were nothing special, just nice little things to write up for fun. Oh and am I nervous? No, simple as that. Really being nervous is not something I do, at least not for such events as a graduation ceremony. Now if I was to give a speech, maybe. That is not the case though therefore I fear nothing, just walk up grab the diploma and go back to sit, so difficult.

Aside from that I cannot wait! Finally I get to finish my high school and move on to higher learning, is it not exciting? College, such an exciting thing! The only issue that I have is making new friends, I am not the most social person so it might be an issue for me to make many friends. Oh well, I will survive and become friends with plenty of people.

Now I have only one issue, money. I really have no money and it is really a bother, I cannot get books with such small funds. I want some new crusader books, some books on ancient china and especially books on ancient warfare. So saddening when one cannot immerse themselves in a good book, oh well I shall survive somehow. I guess I can read my book on rome. I also want a very many video games, and just like the books I have no funds in which to buy them. What is my solution? Get a job? Learn to save better? None of the above will work, I am excellent when it comes to saving, jobs are difficult to get although I try. So I guess I just wait, also I do not have the best patience.

Parties are always fun, the graduation party is not fun. At least the planning stages. The thing I look forward to most is seeing some old friends, that is always fun. I may go back to where I used to live, up in Central/Northern California. That will be fun as well, although I wish I could get my racket strung before then so that I can go back with a decent racket. Lack of funds prevents me from getting my racket re-strung, sucks so much. So back to the party, quite a few people will come although most the people invited live far away so it is not possible for all of them to come, the better in my opinion. It saves a lot of hassle organizing things, with the few coming it will be joyous event!

That is all, I suppose I will grace the world with news of post-graduation after grad night.